ThrowBack. of 07'

How beautiful it is to look out into the world with a smile on my face. to see that my surrounds seem to be much more brighter and better. The thought of you brings me to my feet, and i continue to love you more and more. Through the simple gestures that you do... From the die hard, try hard, ways you make me smile. By the i love yous and i miss yous i feel that i matter, and your actions let me know that your still down. With the silly love songs on replay, i replay our story in our mind over and over, rewinding to the good old memories, and pausing at the height of our relationship. And sometimes we tend to press fast forward to what we want to see, and we role play our future in our dreams. It's like i see a setting me walking to you in a wedding dress . With the little newborns that we'll share together. Then we awake from our dream, and believing in our love, we strive for it, live for it, and go for it. Life for us is crazy, and like you said " it's a crazy feeling when dreams and reality collide." we bumped heads in this crowd full of people, and you took that chance to take the next step. Falling in love like never before. I've finally found someone that can read. Like a blind person blessed with the chance to see again. You were my chance. My chance to finally see how beautiful the world is. My chance to not just hear love, and touch love. But my chance to be in love and see for myself how greatly love can change you. Our curiosity leads us to get to know each other on more than a personal level. From universal, but most of all unconditional love, that we share. The spoken bond, led us to have an unspoken connection. With one glance into your eyes, i find myself getting lost in you. weaving through your mind, and finding out everything that i don't know yet. And the more i look inside you, the closer i feel to you. The intense feelings rise and you feel as if you're uplifted and are living and breathing the perfect life, because your other half is starring straight to your soul. I suddenly get the urge to place my small arms around you.. and embrace your emotions with care. I want you to feel like I'll never let you down. You made me crave for your caress, and hope you don't leave my side. You reassured me that you'll always be there. The days that i watched you fall asleep in my arms, and I'd whisper i love you into your ear. Cause even when your in your deepest sleep i wanted you to know that i loved you. I want you to feel the one kiss and freeze in that moment and get lost in it, like i do. our foolish times spent mad & arguing was silly. right after the fight we were back to saying i love you. Back to back facing different directions we still saw eye to eye. Our differences made us more inseparable. My days revolve around you, because you were my sunshine. The only thing that gets me up in the morning, and looking forward to my life with you in it. Your feet are hurt by walking all those hard times alone. I'd gladly cop you a pair of new J's, to show that i got you even though we're apart. That no matter what you walk through in life your not alone. Oh how life is so beautiful... You've showed me so much more than any relationship I've been in. shopping, and spending can't amount to loving and mending of a broken heart. The repairs that you made on my heart would have cost so much, but you've fixed and repaired me with no cost at all. Priceless. Your love, your time, and your dedication to me is what helped me. From time to time i imagine you, and in my daily routine i stop and i find myself daydreaming. my heart still beats with heavy drums, and i get butterflies from the sounds of it. Hip Hop is the main reason why you still live within me. HIPHOP is the knowledge, it's a movement. And when i play that perfect verse over that tight ass beat, you're still that love that will never die. My hip hop, not pop lock , lean with the rock. But hip hop, at it's finest. You're the realest, and all you speak is the truth. You've made me realize that throughout life you can make mistakes, but don't ever continue with a lie. I'm blessed and i just happened to stubble upon something so great. You've taken me to a places that I've never been and back. I wonder when that next handful of blessings will come. I will never be complete as i was when i was with you. . .

this feeling is indefinable....