mind talkin..it's me talkin'

And as i collect my thoughts, i wonder off to the places that i imagine on my own. Sometimes I think I know what's right when in reality it's only my perspective i see. Without a doubt I consciously think about what's the reasoning for all this? I'm living in a space in my mind full of memories that i hold on to dearly, I think about it and i realize that it all is in the past.I start to build up incite about what I've become, who i want to be, and who i am with or without you..I analyze every past experience and I know what I've done wrong, i start to configure all my mistakes and shoved them aside as a lesson learned.. I've started to become aware of my surrounds and realizing that only person i can' really fully trust is myself & God himself.. I grew an understanding that through this spectrum it's never always one sided. So we start to exchange ideas, and crucial mind boggling emotions that have a strong effect on both of our worlds. I begin to have a private conversation in my head mixed just when I thought I've made up my mind, i start to feel as if m mind only knows what matters to me the most. I sometimes bottle up what im thinking for a side of me i sometimes don't fully understand. My mind is something that is so hard to decipher. i expand thought that's greater then the mind of it's own. In my right mind, i know thoughts that lead up to you. Reaching for a destination that is known to me. Approaching the situation with more than just emotions i invest myself into an unknown territory. Although i tend o cry, i feel sad, happiness still outweighs everything that has happened. Blast from that past, i'll let that go, i keep no records of wrongs, because in reality no one should have to hold grudges. the mind is so complicated but anyway you put it, use it in motion.. poetry in motion like a picture a creative mind is far more attractive then you can ever imagine, to picture this beautiful mind of mine, how about we get into some conversation? Let me start with " Hello, my name is Erica Jane.. but you can call me ejay"

" Where the is no vision the people perish ..." - Proverbs 29:18