this song meant something.
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This is for the things I don't say enough,
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I'll see you soon but I'll talk to you sooner
This is for the things I don't say enough,
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I'll see you soon but I'll talk to you sooner
Do you honestly believe I'd turn my back on you and leave my true love all alone in this cruel world?
When every single solitary day I do my best to secure a future for me and you girl
Cause it IS all about you, It's been all about you
Seconds feel like millenniums when I'm without you,
But my momma said there be days like this and ain't jack we can do
that's the way life is.
But it's been weeks since I felt your lips and I'm a fiend for my queen so I need a fix,
Only for now I'll settle for these talks on the phone,
But I cut my arm off for a moment alone,
With the one that I cherish whether in Rome or Paris, Amsterdam or Japan,
Please note that I am thinkin' bout my baby as much as humanly possible,
An' I know you're frustrated cause life has too many obstacles
This is for the things I don't say enough,
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I'll see you soon but I'll talk to you sooner
This is for the things I don't say enough,
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I'll see you soon but I'll talk to you sooner
My dear my dear my dear I know you're lonely
An' I know very well that it's hard and it hurts but there's no need to cry,
Cause I will be home soon and there ain't no limit to the things that we goin' do,
Whatever you want name it and I'll make it reality,
To see my baby's face nothin' means more then that for me.
This is far from flattery I ain't trying to impress you,
truth is I miss you and I'm hurtin' internally,
Sometimes these long trips feel like eternity,
But they say distance makes the heart grow fonder,
And in this case it's proven to be fact,
So I'll be back like a T100.
From blocks away you will see me comin',
With the biggest smile you ever seen on my face,
Cause even the toughest man on the planet needs lovin',
There's nothin' tame the wild like a woman's embrace.
This is for the things I don't say enough,
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I'll see you soon but I'll talk to you sooner
This is for the things I don't say enough,
Waiting for the day we touch
Your lips to mine eclipse solar lunar
I'll see you soon but I'll talk to you sooner
Feels like it's been forever and I can't wait to see ya,
It's like wit' Bonnie and Clyde, Tony and Maria,
Romeo and Juliet, Akeem, Alicia.
Basically inseparable and it's more then sexual.
Withstand every shell Tell me don't you like the sound of that?
Got my heart racing an about to have a heart attack
Wantin' to be loved by you just you.
Theres nobody loves you like I do
And I ain't scared to show it
but these feelings are hard to put into words
and I'm a poet slash MC
So give me credit for expressing them
because writin' this was more nervous then I ever been
I had to get it out for when I'm unable to sit wit' you,
You have a little song that I wrote for you to listen to,
So you know the way that you're missin' me I'm missin you.
I wanna give you the world but for now I hope this'll do.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Friday, March 27, 2009
dear friend
I've managed to come up with what I know. you've ignored every problem in your life yet you take the time for others. you're helpful in every way possible from friends, family, and co-workers you've been labeled the reliable one responsible, trustworthy, and genuine out of them all.. Outta your way you tent to go above and beyond what you should for the people that you care about. But what i don't understand is... why is it so hard for you to ask someone for advice? why is it so hard to open up to the very people that open up to you? All they really want it to give you a helping hand and every time.. you gladly refuse with a fake smile on your face saying.. " it's OK I'll manage.. " Your heart is big enough to love the ones around you, but you need room for people to love you back. Your only one person don't put others before yourself even though that's the kind of person you are. you've become this person who holds tight to their emotions and has forgot what it feels like to get help, or even someone to vent out to. Please take the helping hand..
For all the times you've stayed up for a friend just to listen to their problems..
when your the only one the family can run to
don't hesitate to call the digits, people are only a phone call away
if ears are what you need for someone to listen to you,
i'll be here..
if you need to soak my sholders with your tears take them.
for someone that is grown up into a wonderful person
you shouldn't feel the need to hide the real you.
You need someone you can talk to, trust, and someone that will take your tears.
lighten up your load. Don't stray away .
Friends will always be here. no matter what.
ps. take care of yourself before anything. thank-you.
i got love for yaa.
For all the times you've stayed up for a friend just to listen to their problems..
when your the only one the family can run to
don't hesitate to call the digits, people are only a phone call away
if ears are what you need for someone to listen to you,
i'll be here..
if you need to soak my sholders with your tears take them.
for someone that is grown up into a wonderful person
you shouldn't feel the need to hide the real you.
You need someone you can talk to, trust, and someone that will take your tears.
lighten up your load. Don't stray away .
Friends will always be here. no matter what.
ps. take care of yourself before anything. thank-you.
i got love for yaa.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Monday, March 16, 2009
the one that got away...
YES, i'm hopeful.
I first read this in March of 2007
It holds greater truth to me right now. More than ever.
I was diggin in the crates for this one..
To me, this is some great, raw writing. Not overly fluffy, with enough "reality" to stray away from merely being cupcake material.
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THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.
I believe in the fact that ending with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become deal breakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you've become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn't matter.
All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.
You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.
If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing. But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "the one that got away" means that you'll always wonder, what if you got this one?
Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost got away."
I first read this in March of 2007
It holds greater truth to me right now. More than ever.
I was diggin in the crates for this one..
To me, this is some great, raw writing. Not overly fluffy, with enough "reality" to stray away from merely being cupcake material.
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THE ONE THAT GOT AWAY
Source: The Manila Times
By: Mark J. Macapagal
In your life, you'll make note of a lot of people. Ones with whom you shared something special, ones who will always mean something. There's the one you first kissed, the one you first loved, the one you put on a pedestal, the one you're with and the one that got away.
Who is the one that got away? I guess it's that person with who everything was great, everything was perfect, but the timing was just wrong. There was no fault in the person, there was no flaw in the chemistry, but the cards just didn't fall the right way, I suppose.
I believe in the fact that ending with someone, finding a longtime partner that is, does not lie merely in the other person. I can actually argue that an equal part, or maybe even the greater part, has to do with the matter of timing. It has to do with you being ready to settle down and commit to someone in a way that goes beyond the little niceties of giddy romance.
How often have you gone through it without realizing it? When you're not ready to commit in that mature manner, it doesn't matter who you're with, it just doesn't work. Small problems become big; inconsequentials become deal breakers simply because you're not ready and it shows. It's not that you and the person you're with are no good; it's just that it's not yet right, and little things become the flashpoint of that fact.
Then one day you're ready. You really are. And when this happens you'll be ready to settle down with someone. He or she may not be the most perfect, they might not be the brightest star of romance to ever have burned in your life, but it'll work because you're ready. It'll work because it's the right time and you'll make it work. And it'll make sense, it really will.
So that day comes when you're finally making sense of things, and you find yourself to be a different person. Things are different, your approach is different, you finally understand who you are and what you want, and you've become ready because the time has truly arrived. And mind you, there's no telling when this day will come. Hopefully you're single but you could be in a long-term relationship, you could be married with three kids, it doesn't matter.
All you know is that you've changed, and for some reason, the one that got away, is the first person you think about.
You'll think about them because you'll wonder, "What if they were here today?" You'll wonder, "What if we were together now, with me as I am and not as I was?" That's what the one that got away is. The biggest "What if?" you'll have in your life.
If you're married, you'll just have to accept the fact that the one that got away, got away. Believe me, no matter how fairy tale you think your marriage is, this can happen to the best of us. But hopefully you're mature enough to realize that you're already with the one you're with and this is just another test of your commitment, one which will just strengthen your marriage when you get past it. Sure, you'll think about him/her every so often, but it's alright. It's never nice to live with a "might have been," but it happens.
Maybe the one that got away is the one who's already married. In which case it's the same thing. You just have to accept and know that your memories of that person will probably bring a nice little smile to your lips in the future when you're old and gray and reminiscing. But if neither of that is the case, then it's different. What do you do if it's not yet too late? Simple find him, find her. Because the very existence of a "the one that got away" means that you'll always wonder, what if you got this one?
Ask him out to coffee, ask her out to a movie, it doesn't matter if you've dropped in from out of nowhere. You'd be surprised, you just might be "the one that got away" as well for the person who is your "the one that got away."
You might drop in from out of nowhere and it won't make a difference. If the timing is finally right, it'll all just fall into place somehow and you know, I'm thinking, it would be a great feeling, in the end, to be able to say to someone, "Hey you, you're the one that almost got away."
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Pt.3
i walk as if it were my last step, when i see the world before my eyes..
i'm greatful to even still have you in my life..
although it's like we don't even realize how much we're effecting each other
we are in every way, with the very thought of you throughout my day
i remember, i reminisce over yoooou my gaaud.
when i took a jog today i had to stop,
look up into the sky and just think about you
my bright star that i look at when stars shine bright
and you amongst the millions are the brightest
i miss you constantly,
and although you go away when the sun rises
my world will still revolve in a 360 circle
your light will still shine in the sky for me
and i'll remember you were once mine.
i'm greatful to even still have you in my life..
although it's like we don't even realize how much we're effecting each other
we are in every way, with the very thought of you throughout my day
i remember, i reminisce over yoooou my gaaud.
when i took a jog today i had to stop,
look up into the sky and just think about you
my bright star that i look at when stars shine bright
and you amongst the millions are the brightest
i miss you constantly,
and although you go away when the sun rises
my world will still revolve in a 360 circle
your light will still shine in the sky for me
and i'll remember you were once mine.
Pt.2
jump, kick, fig-git.
i can't seem to sit still
whoa.. i can't lay down
without your name coming to my head
without your face being pictured in my mind
what the hell is wrong with me?
how is this suppose to help me.. from trying to let go
can we please stop this?
i don't know if i can keep going..
i keep telling myself that im not in love with you
i keep telling myself that im over you
yet something keeps pulling me back
tug of war? im tired of pulling
im sitting here and it's like you've already won me over
yet i'm still left empty handed
superstious me thinking all hopeful things will lead us back
that things will become what it was once before.
who knows if id be able to overcome this feeling
i remember when we first met, our first kiss
you held me close with the chill of cold air around us
then it just happend you held my hands,
kissed my forehead and told me you didnt want to leave.
* wish i could press rewind, and rewrite every line to the story of me and yoou.
i can't seem to sit still
whoa.. i can't lay down
without your name coming to my head
without your face being pictured in my mind
what the hell is wrong with me?
how is this suppose to help me.. from trying to let go
can we please stop this?
i don't know if i can keep going..
i keep telling myself that im not in love with you
i keep telling myself that im over you
yet something keeps pulling me back
tug of war? im tired of pulling
im sitting here and it's like you've already won me over
yet i'm still left empty handed
superstious me thinking all hopeful things will lead us back
that things will become what it was once before.
who knows if id be able to overcome this feeling
i remember when we first met, our first kiss
you held me close with the chill of cold air around us
then it just happend you held my hands,
kissed my forehead and told me you didnt want to leave.
* wish i could press rewind, and rewrite every line to the story of me and yoou.
Friday, March 13, 2009
PT.1
hmm.. what's caused this long pause of silence?
what is this LONGNIGHT have to offer..
why am i constantly strapped for sleep
thinking about who knows what?
too many things running in my mind
i don't even know what i'm thinking about anymore.
i feel like i need to get away, but how can i just leave?
how do i drop what i know for something brand new
fresh start, new beginnings.
sounds satisfying :) yet.... i turn that smile
down for a while till i know what really makes me smile.
this phony sense of joy is overlooked.
this stupid front for " new start "
is stupid if nothing new is happening.
you'll sit there and thinking and thinking,
why the fake gesture of pursuing happiness?
just let things happen.
if your sitting on your ass theres obviously something
something hurting perhaps?
maybe you said something that you regret?
maybe you believe that your suppose to feel like this?
how does this make sense?
holy crap, lets try to make some changes.
lets try to make things better.
yet nothing come out from that..
rewind, " im so satisfied with life ! "
fast forward.. satisfied? what does that feel like?
i honestly feel like there's something missing
i don't fuken know what it is anymore.
i feel like crying and i dont know why
i feel like sleeping but i can't
music is healing
yet it's " killing me softly " seriously
still pictures of imaginary things in my mind
pause. i like that part. happiness lived there
no front it was real. all of it was.
problem that you keep to yourself?
i hate this feeling, sweet misery
when you reaching out for help
all you got is yourself. woord?
ha, it's ok to cry sometimes.
don't grasp those tears from falling
let it fall.. but it seems like i'm turning any bright sky to night
i dont want to feel like this but i do...
what else am i suppose to do.
huggin pillows tight,
sleeping super late at night .
teddy bears make things alright.
it hurts.
it kills.
thats life.
fakesmiles..
` who reads this shit?
.. refresh my soul
what is this LONGNIGHT have to offer..
why am i constantly strapped for sleep
thinking about who knows what?
too many things running in my mind
i don't even know what i'm thinking about anymore.
i feel like i need to get away, but how can i just leave?
how do i drop what i know for something brand new
fresh start, new beginnings.
sounds satisfying :) yet.... i turn that smile
down for a while till i know what really makes me smile.
this phony sense of joy is overlooked.
this stupid front for " new start "
is stupid if nothing new is happening.
you'll sit there and thinking and thinking,
why the fake gesture of pursuing happiness?
just let things happen.
if your sitting on your ass theres obviously something
something hurting perhaps?
maybe you said something that you regret?
maybe you believe that your suppose to feel like this?
how does this make sense?
holy crap, lets try to make some changes.
lets try to make things better.
yet nothing come out from that..
rewind, " im so satisfied with life ! "
fast forward.. satisfied? what does that feel like?
i honestly feel like there's something missing
i don't fuken know what it is anymore.
i feel like crying and i dont know why
i feel like sleeping but i can't
music is healing
yet it's " killing me softly " seriously
still pictures of imaginary things in my mind
pause. i like that part. happiness lived there
no front it was real. all of it was.
problem that you keep to yourself?
i hate this feeling, sweet misery
when you reaching out for help
all you got is yourself. woord?
ha, it's ok to cry sometimes.
don't grasp those tears from falling
let it fall.. but it seems like i'm turning any bright sky to night
i dont want to feel like this but i do...
what else am i suppose to do.
huggin pillows tight,
sleeping super late at night .
teddy bears make things alright.
it hurts.
it kills.
thats life.
fakesmiles..
` who reads this shit?
.. refresh my soul
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Tuesday, March 3, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
ericajane type love.
ejay type love.
i wanna love that makes you happy. I want feel excitement type love when you're gazing on something boring you just appreciate it. I wanna love that not only means " boyfriend/girlfriend status " but a best friend type love. I not in it for a selfish, aggressive, jealous type love. I want a " let's go play basketball type love, no fancy dine in type love. I want to be surprised, like baby look into my eyes and you'll just know. I want someone to joke around with type love, make stupid jokes, and be silly type love. I need a real type love, no phony bs type thug. I want a love like staying home is not a problem, snuggling is an absolute must. I want a love that' doesn't need to be expressed in the public type love (stop french kissing at restaurants, cause that's not a hot type love, ha). I want a Let's make this about us type love, i understand you type love. I want a love that's not a perfect type love. I want a love that is reality's definition of a dream come true. I want a love like your the pages in my diary type love. I wanna feel a breathless kiss type love. i wanna love that finishes and recites every single thought that you could be thinking, like finish my sentence type love. i want a love that's unexplainable you can't seem to think how did we get so lucky type love?! i want a love that makes you think about me thinking about what you could be thinking type love. a love that's blessed from up above type love. I love that's guaranteed, trust, an open mind, and a balance like your the other half that makes me complete. I want a kiss my forehead type love. I want a let's make memories for all the days that we spend because it's only once in a lifetime you find your ONE true love. I want you to respect me type love. I want a let's wake up in each others arms, and just smile type love. I need a love that's polished with kind heart and true expressions, tell me what's on your mind type love. I want a sing in the car type love, let's hop out to Starbucks for a talk type love. I want a let's look into clouds and rainy days type love. i want a romantic type love. I want a love that says, i miss you in a text message, or a email. I want someone to take the time to want the same kind of love that i want kind love.I want a love like, let's sing old school love songs in bed type love. I want a let me feed you type love;wrestle in bed type love;bake cookies type love; let's kiss and make up type love. I want a patient kind of love, i won't settle for anything less then my true love. I want a love that screams WOW.i want a matching sneaker type love... I want a love that pleases me that you're pleased with your life. I want a love that means, i love you for who you are.
i want to find someone special type love.
so i'll be patient and wait.
this is just some of the few things.
lovelovelove.
i wanna love that makes you happy. I want feel excitement type love when you're gazing on something boring you just appreciate it. I wanna love that not only means " boyfriend/girlfriend status " but a best friend type love. I not in it for a selfish, aggressive, jealous type love. I want a " let's go play basketball type love, no fancy dine in type love. I want to be surprised, like baby look into my eyes and you'll just know. I want someone to joke around with type love, make stupid jokes, and be silly type love. I need a real type love, no phony bs type thug. I want a love like staying home is not a problem, snuggling is an absolute must. I want a love that' doesn't need to be expressed in the public type love (stop french kissing at restaurants, cause that's not a hot type love, ha). I want a Let's make this about us type love, i understand you type love. I want a love that's not a perfect type love. I want a love that is reality's definition of a dream come true. I want a love like your the pages in my diary type love. I wanna feel a breathless kiss type love. i wanna love that finishes and recites every single thought that you could be thinking, like finish my sentence type love. i want a love that's unexplainable you can't seem to think how did we get so lucky type love?! i want a love that makes you think about me thinking about what you could be thinking type love. a love that's blessed from up above type love. I love that's guaranteed, trust, an open mind, and a balance like your the other half that makes me complete. I want a kiss my forehead type love. I want a let's make memories for all the days that we spend because it's only once in a lifetime you find your ONE true love. I want you to respect me type love. I want a let's wake up in each others arms, and just smile type love. I need a love that's polished with kind heart and true expressions, tell me what's on your mind type love. I want a sing in the car type love, let's hop out to Starbucks for a talk type love. I want a let's look into clouds and rainy days type love. i want a romantic type love. I want a love that says, i miss you in a text message, or a email. I want someone to take the time to want the same kind of love that i want kind love.I want a love like, let's sing old school love songs in bed type love. I want a let me feed you type love;wrestle in bed type love;bake cookies type love; let's kiss and make up type love. I want a patient kind of love, i won't settle for anything less then my true love. I want a love that screams WOW.i want a matching sneaker type love... I want a love that pleases me that you're pleased with your life. I want a love that means, i love you for who you are.
i want to find someone special type love.
so i'll be patient and wait.
this is just some of the few things.
lovelovelove.
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