amazing vocals, love this song.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Wednesday, October 28, 2009
happy birthday
it's your very special day.
out on thurs and nagger on friday.
it's gonna be a live weekend.. YUUUUUUUUP.
happy 19th, we gon' do it real big bigger than you ever done it !
Saturday, October 24, 2009
flashback. reality
i used to love him.
from the very first day i know he was something special,
never in a rush for making this new found relationship
we took things slow, let me write every emotion
every feeling, every moment that relates to you.
to the bleeding ink pens of momentary feelings.
i got high, and i reached to the very peaks of emotion
that i felt was " true love " .
and because words were what kept us going
you and i would write,
lingering at a young age, it was a teenage love affair.
only the both of us knew this puppy love had developed
the distance never was the problem.
from the very voice i knew who you were.
till the snores reached my ear drums,
i'd kiss you goodnight through the phone.
you see, we spent moments on couches
watching movie, after movie in each others arms.
we'd lie awake staring right back at each other in awe,
i've never felt like this before.
and to the core, my whole being was yours.
you unlocked the door and broke down barries
and you saw a side of me no ones seen before
i trusted you, i loved you . i found you .
then i realized 3 years and months later,
that trust was broken, and the bond that we had was shaken
shaken up a million times to find my heart in a bind.
could this be the end of us?
how was i to believe that you weren't in love with me?
no more i love you through the phone,
from the other side was a demon who i didn't know.
with hurtful words, that even till this day pierces my soul.
i loved you with everything, but words broke me down
hearing un heard of accuations, blaming me for us breaking?
i was confused, i did all i could to show you that i loved you.
my foolishness had me crying,
all night and day not a phone call or message,
i would do anything possible to make my way back to you
yet, there was no way for me to get in.
i have appoligized a million of times,
yet, you called it lies , lies lies..
mama walks in and tells me not to cry, not over a guy.
since i know my mama is strong, and still holding on.
i didn't want to be used, i didn't want to look like a fool .
so i wiped my tears and i smiled, he lost the one that loved him soul.
why should i sit here and whep over that guy,
and little did i know someone was there standing by.
not a tear in my eye, i thank god for helping me realize.
that yes, love is the answer, but if he doesn't love you like you love him
your souls will not reach the same peak,
the amount of love that you give to him will never amount
to what someone else is capable of giving back to you.
and i let him go, for good.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Thursday, October 22, 2009
doesn't mean anything..
this beautiful city seems empty,
all the people in the world and you could still feel lonely
what's the point of having it all, without the person you love
sometimes you just need to start again in order to fly....
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
10.19.09
i feel bland. someone give me life. im stuck in this reality that won't give me chance, how about just a moment without the aggressive past, reminding me of all the wrong with no right reason. Im just passing up this time for a little time to realize. It's time to grow up. no more living in the shadows of what the past was. If it's suppose to happen just let it. Don't start playing god. he's got plans laid out for you, just make the decisions.cut it out with excuses for your life to be better, make it better.. the only way to know the future is to make it. you are your own universe so just live life to the fullest, no holding back. this is real business...
this is your life we're talking about. so don't feel bad about it, do something about it.
10.19.09
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Monday, October 5, 2009
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